Sometime my mind AsK me.....
Sometimes when I get upset, my mind ask me, whom do you love most and where are they?............I can't answer
I can't think me alone in this big world. but somethimessss there are nobody with me, my mind laugh out on my situation, whom do I think my closest , are they really?..... or every relation is fake in this fake world????
not bad.......
উত্তরমুছুনtoday i have opened my account on blogspot and wordpress. as an amateur i was not sure what to do or how to start blogging. so from my friendlist i searched out you as you are the most experienced blogger on my facebook friend list, i guess.
উত্তরমুছুনi have read this post of yours.
The question that arises into your mind is very often found to other peoples mind as well. That is ; what is the purpose of our life ??
From where we came or what is our destiny?
Today we don't have many people around us who do really think, people are just getting busiest day by day. Even we don't find time to give ourselves.If we have leisure then its a "busy leisure".We again get tired in the recreational activities. So tired that we don't find time to think about ourselves before we sleep. Next day we wake up late as we slept late. So again there is a rush , rush for what ?
The whole life is a rush , it has been designed as such. We have filled it up with ''busi-ness'' to get some thing to relax.People work hard, spend their education and youth behind this rush for ; to have a easy and relaxed life and whatsoever.
As you keep on thinking , i hope you will obviously get the answers.
First set of questions
what do we want ?
what will make me happy ?
Few days back, i was thinking on this topic not particularly but out of frustation .I was in the class. I was nearly a dead-meat after being heard the pathetic lectures of my engineering courses on Microprocessor.I just wanted to escape from the class, i was finding none but me to blame as i choose that path of engineering to be successful in life.
উত্তরমুছুনI thought i could be happy if i were alone, then i don't have to live for others, i will be free, i will be able to do what i want to do, i wish if i were an orphan, well then i may not had anything but on the contrary i could have everything, i had nothing to loose , so i gain everything ! for what do we live for ? For ourselves or for our parents ? or what ? well, we all human being came to the earth alone and will leave this earth alone. So for what i am wasting my time ? my youth ? I think i could be the happiest man in this world if i could do whatever i want to do, WHATEVER, but i can not do whatever, i can not do harm to other people, beyond this i have many limitations as well.If i were an orphan then i didn't had to live for others but for me ! well, it may sound selfish , but what is purpose of my life ? Am i living for myself or for others ?
If for me then why would i waste the best part of my life that is youth for others ? We are all alone .
Once i was a highly ambitious man and the least distractions in achievement to that would had troubled my mind.But today i am beyond those ambitions, i live a easy and relaxed life .But it does no mean that i have been carried away or have become the blind sheep of the herd, i am not wasting my life , i am carrying my life with me, not leaving anything behind. I try to be a good human being and that gives me the most pleasure ,i am happy with the least of what i get. Ain't i a traveler in this world, just a stranger ? Are not we all the same ? We live for few days, few years and then die ! Then what should i try for ,what will happen after my death or is that the end of everything or a new beginning?
As i left the ambitions behind, i thought around me , the folks around me, my parents, relatives and friends. Are they thinking the same way as i think? No most of them don't. They want more for me, why they are not pleased with everything they have got ? If i am happy with the least of what i get or achieve then where is the problem ?
উত্তরমুছুনThe problem is they do not think the same as i think.
I want a easy life an honest life a beautiful life .How much money or fame or rich will make us happy? HUh ! it is the kid even who also knows that a "merry heart goes all the way , your poor tires in a mile oh ! So, row row row !!"
I think ,we all have read in our childhood ,the story , the story of the Happiest man of the world. The king sent his personnel to beg a shirt or dress from him so that the king also can be happy with the magic touch of that dress. But As we all know the story, we know , we know that happiness and peace are not confined to any worldly materials .As these are heavenly feelings, those belongs to heaven,we can only have the trial version of that not the full file ! These are neither confined to any materials nor to anything related to this materialistic world as well.So if i live the life of a traveler or just like a stranger then i am the happiest !
But the folk around me will not help me to have that idea materialised. They do not understand or pretend not to understand on what brings the real peace, the real happiness on one's life . Is it the achievement or uplifting oneself beyond the achievements ?
Why should we need something to be happy? Is it really possible to be happy if it depends on some thing Or if it does not depend on something?
Definitely it is the second option.
If we need something then we are not happy until we get that.
If we don't need anything then we are happy from the beginning !
Then what should we try for ?
We can try for those what does not end, does not end even after our death.The Good deeds.Eventhough we are alone in this world we don't live for ourselves,we live for others.More specifically ?
Well, more specifically the closest one's to us.Our parents ,our siblings or our beloved ones ?
But are they the closest to us ? Can they live always with me ? can They read me ?
who is the one closest to all ?
Who is the one who loves me most ?
Who is the one knows me best ?
who is the one who never forget me ?
Who is the one is always with me ?
who remembers me whenever i remember ?
who can give us the real happiness?
Who is the one we live for ?
Allah.
We live for Allah(swt)